Alright, so it's been a few days. My bad. Not much has really been going on. I haven't had a regular night's sleep. I can hardly sleep anymore. I stay up too late. I really need to stop doing that. Maybe it's because I feel like I have so much to be worrying about. I have a headache coming on. I really don't feel like much right now. I need to get things figured out. I'm always feeling that way. I always have to figure something out. I understand that's how life is, but sometimes I wish I could have a break. I wish something could come a bit easier to me. Either a decent topic to blog about or what to do with my life and how to do it.
I need things to flow nicely for once. Not many flaws. Is that so much to ask for?
Apparently so, because it hasn't happened. Ever. If something goes right, at the right time, then I usually think that it's too good to be true, and something bad must be going to follow after it. That could be my problem, but it usually happens without me saying it will.
I think I'm finally over the last couple of weeks. I don't feel odd anymore. I think I've let it go. I think my own brain won't tolerate anymore of the stupid contents of the bad parts of my past.
Damn, my head. I'll cut it short. I'll go take a shower, make some tea, make a few calls, and watch something on Netflix while I have that free trial.
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